Living situation: I live in Kentucky, USA.
Relationship status: A single pringle and ready to mingle...with a vibe teehee.
Pronouns: They/them.
What sexual orientation best fits you right now? Pansexual.
How many sex toys do you own? 8! Including The French Lover, The Tennis Pro + The Whisperer.
Do you ever use lube during masturbation? Always.
What do you call masturbation? Diddling my fiddle.
How would you describe your libido at the moment? Very high.
Growing up, what kind of convos did you have about sex? My parents were very open about their sex lives, and we’ve talked about their favorite positions (I was conceived in reverse cowgirl).
At what age do you first remember masturbating? 12 and ½.
Jooney's masturbation diary.
Week one.
In my first week, I had my fiddle diddle by The French Lover. I named him Jacques. He was at least 6'7" and really knew how to work his tongue!
Week two.
I was ovulating this week, so I used The Tennis Pro to diddle my fiddle until it died, and then I finished the week off using The Whisperer.
Week three.
I got my period this week, but a real man isn't afraid of a little blood, so I took Jacques (The French Lover) back out and just pretended it was cherry lube.
Week four.
I was very tired this week, so I had to tone it down on the fiddling. I only used one of my ribbed vibes from Amazon once.
Sexual fantasies are more than fleeting daydreams, they’re a form of mental framing that shapes how we experience pleasure. Whether sparked by memory, media, pure imagination, or—like in this case—your vibrator, they help us safely explore desire in a way that feels personal and expansive. Tuning into these inner narratives can heighten arousal, sharpen focus during solo or partnered play, and even build sexual confidence over time. By giving ourselves permission to fantasize, we open the door to deeper, more intentional pleasure, starting in the mind and resonating throughout the body.
Masturbation Diaries by the Smile Makers Collection community are here to discuss what we rarely discuss... how we masturbate! We hope to inspire and prove that every one of us is writing our very own sexual story. We also adore that it's a great time to reflect on our monthly pleasure and note how it impacts our wellness!
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