Living situation: Yorkshire, England. I live with my partner and two young children.
Relationship status: In a long-term relationship.
Pronouns: She/her.
What sexual orientation best fits you right now? Pansexual.
How many sex toys do you own? One, the yellow one from Smile Makers Collection.
Do you ever use lube during masturbation? Sometimes.
What do you call masturbation? Some me time.
How would you describe your libido at the moment? High.
Growing up, what kind of convos did you have about sex? My mum was always really open about sex, and we could ask her anything. As I got older we’ve definitely over-shared with each other, but it's always felt honest and sometimes educational, never gross.
At what age do you first remember masturbating? I never masturbated. Until I was in a relationship at 17 and I got my first sex toy, it took a long time for me to understand what I liked, and, post-children, I'm still learning.
Fiona's masturbation diary.
Week one.
We were on a family holiday, so there was almost no opportunity to be by myself. My partner and I only managed to have sex once, but one morning I got a lie-in and had some me time. I used my yellow toy (The Tennis Pro) and fantasized about two men pleasuring me.
Week two.
I started my period, so had a bath to relax. I don't usually cum if I masturbate in the bath, not enough lubrication, but I listened to some spicy stories and managed to finish.
Week three.
A normal week with young children and a partner doesn't leave me with much alone time, but since I started working from home on a Friday, I have a brief window of opportunity. After everyone had left, I got back into bed and listened to a spicy story. Using my vibrator and a finger in my ass I came quickly.
Week four.
I enjoy listening to spicy stories (Dipsea app) while making dinner after the kids are asleep. I listened to one with regency era lesbians and one with two men and a woman being dominated. I love how wet I get knowing I have to wait till Friday morning, but when I got my "me time" I used my vibrator and fingered my pussy and came a few times.
Fiona’s diary reveals a versatile month of masturbation, showing that stimulation can take many forms. If there’s one key takeaway, it’s that pleasure isn’t limited to vaginal play. While her G-spot vibrator plays a starring role, her hands and fingers join in for a satisfying duet of dual stimulation. And let’s not forget the brain, our most powerful sex organ. Fiona shows how fantasies and mental arousal can spark desire anywhere, even during everyday moments like washing up or riding the bus. Pleasure really is everywhere, if we let it be.
Masturbation diaries by the Smile Makers Collection community are here to discuss what we rarely discuss... how we masturbate! We hope to inspire and prove that every one of us is writing our very own sexual story. We also adore that it's a great time to reflect on our monthly pleasure and note how it impacts our wellness!
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